Here's my second fanmix. It's based on events in New Moon from all Jacob, Bella & Edward's perspectives. Please don't bother with the Jacob/Edward "omg, I HATE HIM!!1!!1!ONEONE!" because I'm Team Switzerland and all bashing will be unnecessary (=


Hanging by a Thread - Nickel Creek
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There's a kind of emptiness that can fill you
There's a kind of hunger that can eat you up
There's a cold and darker side of the moonlight
And there's a lonely side of love
With you here, baby I am strong
No sign of weakness
With you gone, baby I am hanging by a thread
Clearly, this is when Edward leaves Bella. She's hollow, empty and lifeless.
Think Of You - A Fine Frenzy
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It's one hundred and nine degrees in this crowded room
No room to breathe with walls as cold as a gallery
This is no place for me
Such hard faces set in smoke
The smell lingers in my clothes
It's a bad night to be alone
But that's the way it goes
And I think of you whenever life gets me down
I think of you whenever you're not around
And you rest your bones
Somewhere far from my own
Yeah, but you still pull me home
Just to warn you ahead of time, I'm a major A Fine Frenzy fan. I realize I have
3 songs from her on here, but I can incorporate all her songs into Twilight. No joke.
I should make a fan mix .. *light bulb!* Anyways, this song as well is Bella's routined
life after Edward has left her and has discovered danger let's her hear Edward's voice.
Near To You - A Fine Frenzy
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Are lyrics and reasoning really necessary for this song?
No? Yeah. That's what I thought too.
Ashes and Wine - A Fine Frenzy
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Don't know what to do anymore
I've lost the only love worth fighting for
I'll drown in my tear storming sea
That which show you, that which make you hurt like me
All the same
I don't want mudslinging games
It's such a shame
To let you walk away
Bella wants Edward to realize how much his leaving is hurting
and slowly wrecking her. She goes out and does dangerous things just
to hear his voice again, but realizes "he's not coming back".
All Around Me - Flyleaf
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I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
Take my hand I give it to you
Now you own me All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you, I believe
After her long hiatus of anything Cullen-related and her zombie life,
Bella hears Edward's voice for the first time in Port Angeles.
She continues hearing his voice every time she puts herself in danger.
Secret Oath - The Spill Canvas
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I'm rackin my brain
Trying to comprehend, how for some unknown reason
Our status will remain as friends
I'm destroying my mind
Trying to understand how with little to no effort
You've got me eating out of the palms of your hands
There was not a single spark
When my lips landed on yours in the dark,
But regardless of what happens next
You're my beloved, you just don't know it yet
Tonight I made a secret oath
To keep chasing after you
And I am not going to stop
Whether you like it or not
So, when I heard this song. I freaked. It's perfect! Jacob is loving Bella
more and more everyday, but clearly Bella isn't ready to take that step.
But Jake lets Bells know, he's not gonna give up.
I'll Be Your Mirror - Clem Snide (or The Velvet Underground)
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I'll be your mirror
Reflect what you are, in case you don't know
I'll be the wind, the rain and the sunset
The light on your door to show that you're home
When you think the night has seen your mind
That inside you're twisted and unkind
Let me stand to show that you are blind
Please put down your hands
'Cause I see you
I find it hard to believe you don't know
The beauty you are
*Squeeee* Such a cute song! Anyways, this is just a song that reminded me
how Jacob is Bella's sun. And he's always there to put a smile on her face,
let her know that she's worth it (yes, I know those are Jasper's words, but it fit perfectly okay!?)
Please Be Patient With Me - Wilco
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I should warn you
When I'm not well
I can't tell
Oh, there's nothing I can do
To make this easier for you
You're gonna need to be patient with me
Bella feels terrible for laying all her vampire problems on poor werewolf Jacob.
So she's warning him that if he's sticking with her, he's gotta be patient with her.
My Sundown - Jimmy Eat World
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I see it around me, I see it in everything.
I could be so much more than this.
I said my goodbye's this is my sundown.
I'm gonna be so much more than this.
Good goodbye lovely time.
Good goodbye tin sunshine.
Good goodbye I'll be fine.
Good goodbye, good goodnight.
Edward convincing himself that leaving Bella is best for the both of them.
Fix You - Coldplay
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And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Jacob fixed Bella up. Made her smile, laugh and play.
He also made a promise to always be there for her. No matter what.
Jealous of the Moon - Nickel Creek
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Staring down the stars, jealous of the moon
You wish you could fly.
But you're staying where you are
there's nothing you can do
if you're too scared to try.
Why don't you call me, I could save you.
Together we'll find a God we can pray to that will take you by the hand.
I hate to see a friend of mine,
Laughing out loud when she's crying inside,
but you've got your pride.
Jacob's thoughts when he realizes (at first) how badly broken Bella is.
Behind her attempted smile and humor, well ... there was nothing.
Breathe Me - Sia
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Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Bella asking and wanting Jacob to be there. They may get into trouble,
but Bella always ends up getting the worst of it all. And she needs Jacob there.


Hanging by a Thread - Nickel Creek
download
There's a kind of emptiness that can fill you
There's a kind of hunger that can eat you up
There's a cold and darker side of the moonlight
And there's a lonely side of love
With you here, baby I am strong
No sign of weakness
With you gone, baby I am hanging by a thread
Clearly, this is when Edward leaves Bella. She's hollow, empty and lifeless.
Think Of You - A Fine Frenzy
download
It's one hundred and nine degrees in this crowded room
No room to breathe with walls as cold as a gallery
This is no place for me
Such hard faces set in smoke
The smell lingers in my clothes
It's a bad night to be alone
But that's the way it goes
And I think of you whenever life gets me down
I think of you whenever you're not around
And you rest your bones
Somewhere far from my own
Yeah, but you still pull me home
Just to warn you ahead of time, I'm a major A Fine Frenzy fan. I realize I have
3 songs from her on here, but I can incorporate all her songs into Twilight. No joke.
I should make a fan mix .. *light bulb!* Anyways, this song as well is Bella's routined
life after Edward has left her and has discovered danger let's her hear Edward's voice.
Near To You - A Fine Frenzy
download
Are lyrics and reasoning really necessary for this song?
No? Yeah. That's what I thought too.
Ashes and Wine - A Fine Frenzy
download
Don't know what to do anymore
I've lost the only love worth fighting for
I'll drown in my tear storming sea
That which show you, that which make you hurt like me
All the same
I don't want mudslinging games
It's such a shame
To let you walk away
Bella wants Edward to realize how much his leaving is hurting
and slowly wrecking her. She goes out and does dangerous things just
to hear his voice again, but realizes "he's not coming back".
All Around Me - Flyleaf
download
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
Take my hand I give it to you
Now you own me All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you, I believe
After her long hiatus of anything Cullen-related and her zombie life,
Bella hears Edward's voice for the first time in Port Angeles.
She continues hearing his voice every time she puts herself in danger.
Secret Oath - The Spill Canvas
download
I'm rackin my brain
Trying to comprehend, how for some unknown reason
Our status will remain as friends
I'm destroying my mind
Trying to understand how with little to no effort
You've got me eating out of the palms of your hands
There was not a single spark
When my lips landed on yours in the dark,
But regardless of what happens next
You're my beloved, you just don't know it yet
Tonight I made a secret oath
To keep chasing after you
And I am not going to stop
Whether you like it or not
So, when I heard this song. I freaked. It's perfect! Jacob is loving Bella
more and more everyday, but clearly Bella isn't ready to take that step.
But Jake lets Bells know, he's not gonna give up.
I'll Be Your Mirror - Clem Snide (or The Velvet Underground)
download
I'll be your mirror
Reflect what you are, in case you don't know
I'll be the wind, the rain and the sunset
The light on your door to show that you're home
When you think the night has seen your mind
That inside you're twisted and unkind
Let me stand to show that you are blind
Please put down your hands
'Cause I see you
I find it hard to believe you don't know
The beauty you are
*Squeeee* Such a cute song! Anyways, this is just a song that reminded me
how Jacob is Bella's sun. And he's always there to put a smile on her face,
let her know that she's worth it (yes, I know those are Jasper's words, but it fit perfectly okay!?)
Please Be Patient With Me - Wilco
download
I should warn you
When I'm not well
I can't tell
Oh, there's nothing I can do
To make this easier for you
You're gonna need to be patient with me
Bella feels terrible for laying all her vampire problems on poor werewolf Jacob.
So she's warning him that if he's sticking with her, he's gotta be patient with her.
My Sundown - Jimmy Eat World
download
I see it around me, I see it in everything.
I could be so much more than this.
I said my goodbye's this is my sundown.
I'm gonna be so much more than this.
Good goodbye lovely time.
Good goodbye tin sunshine.
Good goodbye I'll be fine.
Good goodbye, good goodnight.
Edward convincing himself that leaving Bella is best for the both of them.
Fix You - Coldplay
download
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Jacob fixed Bella up. Made her smile, laugh and play.
He also made a promise to always be there for her. No matter what.
Jealous of the Moon - Nickel Creek
download
Staring down the stars, jealous of the moon
You wish you could fly.
But you're staying where you are
there's nothing you can do
if you're too scared to try.
Why don't you call me, I could save you.
Together we'll find a God we can pray to that will take you by the hand.
I hate to see a friend of mine,
Laughing out loud when she's crying inside,
but you've got your pride.
Jacob's thoughts when he realizes (at first) how badly broken Bella is.
Behind her attempted smile and humor, well ... there was nothing.
Breathe Me - Sia
download
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Bella asking and wanting Jacob to be there. They may get into trouble,
but Bella always ends up getting the worst of it all. And she needs Jacob there.
feeling:
peaceful
eargasm: Damien Rice - Cannonball
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